sammy6362

Well, sence I was a little girl. I have experience weird things. For example, I have seen ghost, I know things before it happens. Dont ask me how I do it. I can explane it. My mother said, I have a gift. When I was little, my mother use to play this game with me. she would hold up a deck of cards. I mean the hole 52 cards. She even take off her glasses to so I would not see the cards in her glasses. But, she would ask me what is the card she is looking at. Of course, I would tell her the card. Right down to the color, suite, and number. She was so amuse at that, whenever she had a chance. She would play the game with me. One time, I save my cousan best friend. We where all camping. I seen days before, we went camping the her best friends was going to drown in the lake. She fall off the flatting raft we where playing on. Cause I seen it before it happen, I was able to save her before she fall off that raft.
Now ghost, well they just like to show themself to me. They even like to talk to me too. Good example is, where I live a little girl drown in the the river behind my house. But she live in the same house as I do. Well, my daughter friend come over and was telling us he know the girl that drown in the river behind our house. And that the little hand prints are on the wall of my kids bedroom. I freak him out, I told him what the little girl looks like. He was upset about it cause, he never did tell me what little girl look like. Oh course, he want to know how I know what she looks like. I told him, I have seen her in this house.
That not all, also there was a teenage boy who kill himself in my garage. I have not seen him. But, he was depressed over a girl that broke up with him. That what the newspaper put in the paper. But, when family found him, his hand and feet where tied. Make me think there was fawl play there. But, anyways, I been experience his emotions. Sometimes I feel depressed, yet Im not a person who get depressed easly.
I have been experience hate emotions, too. Im not one that get this way. My kids are saying Im not myself. I dont know if I should tell them what going on. But, what worring me is that this teenage boy has not showed himself to me. I have tried to talk to him. So, I can help him move on. But, it not working. I think his death as to do with this. I feel he trying to tell me something that Im not getting. I have heard things. But, not sher if it is true. But, i know that this teenage boy emotions are taking over mind own.

The question is: Why do you have to have sex with woman? Come on, can you just get to know the women first. Before jump in the sack with us. What is it, because we have something that you want or is it something different. Why, Im asking this question is that I just got involve with them man. Mine you, we have not been together that long and he want to get down my paints. I feel it to soon. But, he feels differents then I do. And now he is mad at me for not getting in bed with him.

  My youngest child has asperger syndrone, however it is similar to autisms kids.  They also have some differents in them.  The differents is that the kids that have asperger syndrome are more intellagent, then the kids with autisms.  Both of them have trouble with socializing with other people.  They both have trouble with change, it very important to them to have a routine.  And change their routine can cause a out blurst, however can cause a fit throwing from a children that is 11 years old.  That can remind you of a toddler, which cause difficulty with home life, and at school. There are lots people that do not understand those kids, which cause more problems. Some of the problems I have dealt with is, my family members say that he is just spoiled child. They also say I treat him different then my other to kids. Well, that my be the case, but dealing with a kid that has asperger sydrome can cause a lot of problems. One of the things my son has a problem with is being staired at, yet it cause out burst at home and in the class rooms. A good example is, when he thinks someone is stairing at him, however it seems to him that they stairing at him for reason and he gets up set and starts yell at that person. It has happen in the class room as well at home. I had to take time off work to go to school to claim him down. There is tricks to get him claimed down, and lot of time i have to show his teachers how to do it. He started jr high school this year, yet every new school year is a big problem. I have to do this a every years. But, it can be worth it. There was a problem one year with one of his teacher. She just did not listen to me when it come him, which cause a lot of problems is the class room. And I got the blame for that. But that a hole different story, to tell u.

Hi my name is Samantha, but everyone call me Sam.  I`m a single mother of three wonderful kids. My youngest has problems, but I will get to that later.  I just got laid off work, about the end of last the month.  I`m a collage student, and I`m enjoying going to school.  Sence I went back to collage i found out that I have a talent for writing.  I also, love to draw and paint,  but that my real talent.  I`m working on show my talent off to the world when it comes to that.  So someday i will show all of you my art.  I know this is my first blog, and it kind of boring, yet there more to come. Hope you all will enjoy it.